Day One

I have decided I need to face my issues dead on. I'm hoping my blogging on those issues I will overcome most of them.

Issue number 1 is my home!

It's a disaster... and it's true, when you live in chaos your whole life is unorganized.

Here are the photos of my kitchen. Because my goal for today is to clean up my kitchen.

Other issues in my life include, my body and my faith.

To work on my body I have recently became Vegan. I feel much better physically and I feel as if I'm eating much healthier since I began. Also I try to run. I can run a full mile before I need a break. I'm trying to follow the coach to 5k plan, I ran the first day on Sunday. Since my plan was to run on Monday, Wednesday and Friday I didn't run yesturday. For strength training I have begun doing the 100 push up callenge. I have only completed one day and will do day 2 today.

My issue with my faith is an interesting one. To help me develope a better relationship with God I have enrolled in Lay formation which is essentually a three year study on your faith and the Catholic Church. However, everytime I read the bible and pray, I'm currently finding myself asking the question is Jesus really God. Which is a HUGE issue seeings how I'm Catholic. I believe whole heartedly that he is a profit, but I can not feel comfortable in the idea that he is God. I have meditated on this idea for months now and still havn't felt confident in my conclusions. mmmmmm

Okay, so my goals today are: to clean up my kitchen and to complete today's push up challenge.